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Cloudcounting

where has the juggling jester gone
where’s the diva smiling
can’t hold on to that masquerade
the shadows round my soul still keep compiling

no, I don’t care for your questions
talking doesn’t change a thing
honour me for “best female supporting act”
fail to give the main role on my own big screen

the skies are crying and it’s meaningless
I don’t care for sun
I don’t care for daylight
cause inside my head, there it’s night

I’m like a bird in its cage once again
never leaving as long as I could
prefer to stay nearby my shelter
smell the sun and wind, still belong to the wood

don’t preach like “ only you can help yourself”
who do you think you are to say you know me ?
leave me alone because on my own
I hope to find a way to get my mind free

the skies are crying and it’s meaningless
I don’t care for sun
I don’t care for daylight
cause inside my head, there it’s night